Wednesday, August 10, 2011

THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING! ~Baby #1

 Hey, I'm Grace Ashbrook. I'm a 17 Year Old. I just graduated High School. My Parents died last year, I lived with them back in Sunset Valley. I Moved out and too Twinsbrook. My Brother still lives in my parents house in Sunset Valley. Maybe he will show up later in my journey!
 This is My Boyfriend, Brandon Jones. It's our 2 year Anniversary! He came over to celebrate for the night!
 I surprised him with his favorite flowers! Red Roses.
 He Loved Them! Couldn't stop smelling them!
 We kissed and then...
 Headed to my room...
 We Woo-hoo!
 I had such an amazing Anniversary so Far!
 We went outside after that and watched some stars!
 It was so Romantic.
 In the middle of the night I didn't feel good at all.. I think it was just something i ate..
 I ran to the bathroom cause I felt like I was going to puke!
 I ended up puking all over!
 Brandon came up to me In the morning He said "Hey Grace last night I'm pretty sure the protection broke during woo-hoo."
 "WHAT, are you kidding me? You know I hate kids. What If I end up pregnant? It will be all your fault. If I do you will never ever see the BABY!"
 "Were Threw!" I said. "It wasn't my fault" Brandon Said too me. "YES IT WAS, NOW LEAVE!"
 After Brandon Left I ate a bowl of cereal and calmed down the best I could. I thought to myself, I'm only 17 what If I do end up Pregnant?...
 I watched a little bit of T.V. To get my mind off things. It wasn't working.. I started to feel sick again...
 So I laid down and took a long nap. Maybe It would make me feel better.
 I got on the computer, I went on Facebook and Chatted with my Brother.
Grace- Hey, I Have Something Too Tell you.
Aden- Yes Grace?
Grace- I think I might be Pregnant..
Aden- Really? Is this a joke? Who is the dad?
Grace No, its not a joke and Brandon. But we arn't together anymore..
Aden- Okay, and I have news too.
Grace- Yes?
Aden- Amy, had a baby I tried to call you and let you know but no answer?
Grace- Im sorry, I've been Busy. Boy or Girl?
Aden- Girl, her name is Lucy.
Grace- Cute I will have to visit sometime!
Aden- Of Course well I have too go. bye!
Grace- (log offline.)
 After the computer, I went too the bathroom on a Pregnancy Test and well...
 It said yes... I am Pregnant..
 I called Brandon and Said too him "Well, I'm Pregnant and, YOU ARE NEVER SEEING THIS BABY!" (Hang up!)
 The Next Day, Baby Bump.
 I headed to the book store. Since I was having this baby I figured I needed to know something about Babies.
 I read until dark. Learned alot about kids.
 I went over to the New Dance Club. I danced until about 11:30pm. I didn't drink don't worry!
 When I got home, I went to bed dreaming about My Ultrasound tomarrow. In my dream I was laying in the Hospital crying because the doctor told me the baby had died...
 I was so scared, I kept thinking my dream was going to come true.. I walked into the Hospital more scared than I've ever been...
 They called me back into a room, I laid there thinking I hope my baby lives... "Babies arn't my favorite things in the world but know that know that Im pregnant I want you too stay baby.. I love you" I said to my tummy.
 The Doctor Finally came in and The Doctor told me the Baby was Healthy and That I was having a Baby Boy! I was so Happy. I couldn't stop smiling. He also told me that the baby was going to be coming within the next day.
 The Next Day, Getting BIG!
 Ahh, My dishwasher broke. I didn't have any money so I repaired in myself.
 I went to bed and woke up at about 1:30pm. Contractions started like crazy! I couldn't stop screaming!
 I rushed into the Hospital as fast as I could!
 I came out the next Day with a little Baby Boy...
 I named this Little Peanut. Jace Matthew Ashbrook. He was 7lbs 8oz. 19inches Long.
 When we got home I fed My peanut.
 Rocked him to sleep.
Laid him down and watched him sleep...